I feel like I'm never gonna get a break. I chose recovery. I chose to try to be normal again. I didn't like the first doctor. Now I have to drive over an hour away to see this other one. The closest one that's accepting patients and takes my insurance. I feel so defeated. Like I'm going to have to try to do this on my own.
At this point I have nothing positive. I feel down, discouraged and not seeing a point to recovery.