One of my best friends is moving In the fall. Then tells me how he might be deployed next year with the army. Fml. Great. The one person I turn to with this is leaving. How come every time I get close with someone they leave? It's got to be me. Something wrong with me.
Wtf. I can't do this. I always feel so fucking alone.
So here I am. Doing what I do best. Hiding under my blanket and pushing him away now before it gets harder. God damn it.
I just want to escape