Today has been a better day. I haven't cut. I haven't purged. I have eaten some bad foods. But have been heavy on the diet pills. I don't think it's set in how fat I'll be tomorrow from today :/ and that will be the end of me feeling good. I feel good knowing I haven't let my friend down today.
I'm so tired and nervous about my workout tomorrow. I feel like I'll die if I can't do it again. Trying not to think about it. I need to drop weight this month. Bad.
Hope everyone had a week end. Love ya ladies and gent! xx