Well today I was focused until dinner time. I worked so hard between the gym drinking water and eating right. Then Bam
Fucked up. Tomorrow I'm focused and going hard all day. I'm going away this weekend with my husband for a get-away that we need bad. I'm never home as I'm so busy with school work and my internship. It's supposed to be a weekend just is and me not spazzing about food and stressing. Not sure how that's going to go over. I'm so scared yikes. I want to just be free. At least for the weekend with my hubby.
Arg. Here's hoping.
And some thinspo